I’ll keep studying, but I’m doubting if I should become Jewish, or religious at all… maybe because my curiosity and enthusiasm has significantly went down for whatever reason (maybe cause of my bad mood right now). I feel like I’m not dedicated enough too. And my interest is waning slowly. I also feel like it’s a commitment for life, similar to marriage(?) in a way to me. I don’t know :/ maybe I’m just being stupid and dumb. Or maybe it’s temporary. What should I do?