Other queer Jews who are also questioning, do you feel the same?

Basically, I’m a teenager who is dealing with the fact that I thought I was straight my whole life but am now discovering that I’m someware the bi spectrum and greyromantic (I don’t make it my whole personality, my sexuality is not my identity and this is for me personally to understand myself). I’m feeling so stressed and confused about it though. Also all the antisemitism (I’m a Zionist) has made me feel even more stressed and scared. I’m so sad and confused at why the world hates us. It’s just making my stress around my other stuff worse.