So I was really excited to go to Shul this weekend. (I went for the second time in my life last week). But stupidly on Friday night I got too drunk and dropped my phone , I wanted to say some kind of blessing but I didn’t have any wine at home so I went out which was probably a mistake. Then I was too hungover in the morning to walk there (its an hour and a half walk ), by the time I got myself out of bed it was too late. I feel bad. I want to go again next weekend but I told a really good friend of my mine I would visit him and I haven’t been able to see him for awhile, so I might have to go the week after. I had some questions I wanted to ask my rabbi as well. I know i will probably get downvoted and prob rebuked.