It feels like I am doing something wrong

I see Noahidism as a meaningful spiritual step in my journey to get a deeper connection with the Jewish faith, people, and HaShem. I don’t see this as a complete transformation of my soul and life yet, but as a step toward acquiring a Jewish soul and assimilating (I’m not sure if this is the right term, my English isn’t perfect), even if it will take 10 years

I have a Jewish view on God or I found myself in Kohelet. But, recently, I’ve realized that while my perspective on God and Jewish teachings is evolving, I still have much to learn a lot, especially in understanding how to engage in conversations and ask questions properly within Jewish communities. I’ve made mistakes in the way I’ve communicated, and I am seeking guidance to improve. If I don’t how to talk with Jews, what has it for meaning to find myself in Kohelet

My question is clear: I want to learn how to talk respectfully, especially when it comes to sensitive topics, and how to deepen my understanding as I continue on this path.

Even if my message isn’t clear, my intention is clear: I wanna learn how to talk with you, especially when it is a sensitive topic