Life’s been you know, how it usually goes, after graduating college, I find myself friendless as my friends moved away from my hometown. I still talk to one friend, but I can feel the distance between us and I’m sad that this friendship might fade away as well, but that’s just life.
To be honest, I’ve struggled immensely with severe mental health in college, I’m awkward, introverted, and anxious too. I tried pretty hard to get involved but everyone was pretty dang flaky. I’ve made friends at the end but eventually lost them. I’m now kinda depressed again, lonely, and feel like I’m going a bit crazy with my loneliness. It kinda drives you crazy when your friendships keep fading off over the years y’know…
But that’s not all. Don’t FORGET! I’m Jewish! It’s hard to scope for safe friends nowadays. I had to cut out a friend right after the 7th, because of the disgusting things she said about that day. Darn it, being a Jew is really hard. And being a minority in this city is not fun.
Anyways, yeah, that’s my cute lil’ rant about being a lonely Jew. Just needed to vent it out but advice is always appreciated ofc haha. I’m pretty sad and miserable and even though I’m an introvert, I crave wholesome friendship interactions where I don’t have to hide me being Jewish for my safety. I have 0 desire to pass any litmus tests to prove to people that I’m one of the “good Jews”. I’m very proud about my Jewish identity. It’s exhausting and lonely out here man. 🥲
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