How can I believe in God with what’s done to the animals by his majestic creation?

Many of you perhaps haven’t seen videos on how the animals suffer.

We breed abuse and slaughter billions of animals every year. We put a death sentence with an exact date on their baby before the baby is even born. We basically play god on them. (All that happens not just in meat industry but also in egg and dairy industries).

It is proven and even a child can tell that animals have feelings, can feel pain, and want to live. Nearly all animals, including cows, goats, sheep, fish. It is not just dogs and cats.

So how can one consider himself ben torah when one every day pays someone to breed torture and slaughter animals by the billions?

If I abuse cats every day. I cage them, breed them, steal their babies, throw the male kittens to suffocate in a bag or to a shredder, would you consider me ben torah?