Does anyone know some rabbi’s who are open for a talk?

If someone know what I said two weeks ago, it’s about that. I don’t want to talk again about it because I’m little bit more fine now. But I still look for a rabbi to talk about this all. However I can’t find one. Some of then suggested a rabbi but they didn’t reply or say that I should call them (what’s impossible because my parents hear everything in this house). So if someone know rabbi’s who are open to talk, I wanna hear it. I self live in a place in the north of the Netherlands and I don’t have even friends here. So also not a Jewish community. Edit: I’m Noahide. What I try to say is, I just look for a rabbi who are open for talk with Noahide’s

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