I’m renouncing my faith for pure Baha’i identity and need advice.

I can’t stand things. From the war in 1sr@el, to overt anti-Semitism. I feel better off devoted to humanity instead of one culture, I can’t find myself in the Jewish faith anymore, I feel shame, anger, regret, disappointment, a slury of schmtuzy garbage.

I feel like humanity in some areas chooses to be awful, I know no group is monolithic, but maybe volunteering with Baha’i chapters will even help me find my faith again. I know there are other Jewish(by blood and religion) people who are Baha’i as it’s a multicultural movement. Maybe, helping unite religions, from Buddhism, Hinduism, islam, and Judaism and many more could grant insight.

I wish for no hate, no removal, but I’m tired, this dark era calls for finding my inner light, resparking a dying flame. Any advice? Who else has had a journey of finding themselves again? How do you cope with the stress? if people hated me for being Jewish by faith, they will still by blood despise me.