i wanted to share a pleasant thought

I lost my little brother last year and it’s messed with faith a lot, losing him at 27 and then all horrible things that came after were too much to handle. I’ve been trying to understand G-d, but I just don’t understand. Anyways there’s a group near me that collect prayers or writings into the wailing wall, it’s like a website where you type whatever it is you want to say and they write it themselves and put them in. I kinda just did because I felt like I needed to try something so I asked G-d to bring my mom peace and let her see her son again, I think I just sent it because I was so sad and even if I was skeptical I needed to get it out. Fast forward a few weeks later I got a hand written letter in the mail for my mom and I acknowledging our loss and offered their condolences and ensured me that little plea to god to help my mom had made it all the way to israel and the wall. It’s been a few months since it happened but I still get small moments of comfort knowing that apart of him is there, safe and being watched after. It was just a service I get emails from out of the billion jewish org news letters that email me. Idk, grieving the loss of my brother and the pain my mother is in is the hardest thing I’ve ever experienced and sometimes little moments like this are a small reprieve and I truly feel that I will see my brother again. Sorry if this isn’t appropriate for the sub, it was just kind of a pleasant thing to share