Non-orthodox rabbinical ordination

Hello,

I am seriously considering applying for rabbinical school this year.

I have a background in reform, Massorti, and renewal movements. The last two were outside the USA (it changes a lot).

I am between HUC and Aleph. I know there are two different philosophies and approaches to Judaism. My main question is precisely this struggle between reason and faith.

I want to talk to people who attend these seminars. Is anyone available to share experiences, like career, goals, working, etc?

Thank you