Is there a term or word that conveys the complexity between deeply loving, unyielding loyalty to a family member – a brother – ‘whatever it is that drives loyalty and love’ and also the acceptance that the bond that existed decades ago is irretrievably broken and simply beyond dust. And even then, that deep love and loyalty will always be unfaltering. Is there a term for this type of love?
If anyone can feel what it is I am attempting to convey, can you please help me out with how to structure this? How to speak to deep love and honor and atone for things
How do you seek atonement from those who simply don’t acknowledge you exist? But they still take center stage in your soul? And you don’t even know what you’re atoning for????
How do I atone that? Is it a thing of just keep trying? Does ‘keep trying’ mean try one time and leave it? Does it mean bothering someone when they’ve told you that you they are indifferent to your existence?
How does that all work during this time? Do I carry this year after year until my brother agrees to find peace with me? How does this work? How do I reconcile my soul?
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