Any verses that can help with my current struggles?

I think I need the lords wisdom in my unjust hatred. God says to forgive and love one’s enemies. I struggle in so many things I preach. I wish I was a better follower of God. I try to be but in the moments it counts I fail. With my anger and aggression, my lack of forgiveness. I struggle with righteousness in almost every regard in my views of perfection within my self. With my ideas that I am smarter, better in many ways than others. In that I fail to be one with God. I struggle with so many things that in my head and in my faith I can see are wrong. How do I get over this?