people who have gone "off the derech"/stopped being religious, do you still have any sort of connection to Jewish culture? if yes, how do you maintain that connection?

Lately I’ve been drifting away from Judaism, as I am re-evaluating my values and goals in life and realize I can never lead a happy and fulfilling life if I remain frum. However I do retain some level of connection to the culture, and I want to know if its possible to hang on to that to some extent.

Im wondering if other “OTD” people have had any similar experiences.