I’m sorry for everything.

I was an anti semite since middle school whenever an intelligent friend showed me conspiracy theory videos after getting me violently high and was talking about how many countries Jews were expelled from and so forth. I’m in the Deep South where I’ve been born and raised and never met a Jewish person growing up. Well the other day my older brother who is 8 years my senior was in my passenger seat and an older Jewish man was pumping gas and my brother yelled at him “the Jews did 9/11” I have never felt so embarassed in my life, I haven’t had those views in a while how do I stomp this out in his mind.