So I legally married my husband 2 years ago and we have 2 beautiful children together. I was never religious but did go to orthodox middle and some high school.
My husband is catholic and getting very into his faith. I lost a lot of friends because I chose to marry him and because I am a young mom.
I had my daughter 4 months ago and I just feel totally disconnected from myself. Both children have jewish names but I just feel like I chose the wrong path. My family and I aren’t close and I feel abandoned by hashem.
I am receiving help for my mental health as I have been feeling suicidal.