I’m religious but I worry it be cognitive dissonance.

I want to believe in god but there are so many good arguments against the idea of the bible being accurate. Noahs ark would’ve destroyed the earth, the idea stars are just balls of light correlates to the times limited understanding of the universe and god of the gaps fallacy contently being overcorrected. I want to be religious I hate innocents suffering dying for nothing. Society now a days with its centeristic views are much worse today then back when traditionalist thinking ran the world. Also the termination of exist especially for those trampled by humanities greed. I want to believe in god I really do but I can’t.