I want to convert, mother is antisemitic.

Hello, I hope I can ask for advice here. I live in Romania and have been raised in an Orthodox Christian household. I am still a minor (will soon enter sophomore year) and wish to convert to Judaism, but my mother has a strong hatred towards Jews and people who practice Judaism, calling them “jidani”. I want to know what I should do, should I keep kosher and continue studying the Tora? I am sorry to ask this, I am really looking for answers. There simply aren’t many people who would listen and even though there is a synagogue in my city it isn’t in use, it is simply a historical building.