The nearest rabbi is about 2 hours away and I have never met a Jewish person in real life. Nonetheless, I have felt a strong pull to it anyway. I believe in G-d, but I don’t believe that the messiah has come yet. Also, I really agree with the way Judaism sees life after death.
I am 16 and I feel like it would be weird in my family. My family is mainly athiest/Catholic and to convert to Judaism without a concrete motive besides feeling connected to it would seem a little strange. Should I ever convert? This post is kind of all over the place so I hope someone can give advice.