I had a breakdown this morning and impulsively bought a one way ticket to Israel

and I’m gonna poop my pants because I don’t know what the hell I am doing more than staying in my uncle’s spare room and hoping to find a minimum wage job 😅**

I don’t have a job here in NYC. I don’t have an apartment as of next Tuesday. I love my mom but I cannot live with her long term. Soo why not? I can always come back right?

Am I a lunatic? (Be nice I’m fragile🥲)

**EDIT: I am a citizen!