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i feel too anxious to start conversion

I love judaism, I’ve been doing so much research, torah study, reading and meditation on it and it feels like coming home to a heritage I never got to know (my dad wasn’t in my life and my mum is a catholic so apart from “oh yeah you’re half jewish by the way” I never really got a jewish education). But I just can’t bring myself to meet one of the 2 rabbis in my city (incredibly small jewish community) because I’m afraid of getting things wrong, being looked down upon for not being born a jew, the fact that I’m a lesbian and my partner is agnostic.

I have no jewish friends or family members that i’m in contact with, so I don’t have anyone to really learn with. I’m sorry for going on and I must sound selfish but my anxiety is through the roof lol

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