I am not a Jew but for now a whole year since May 2019, when this inner turmoil started, I have been looking for answers to some extremely distressing issues of mine by researching material from all 3 Abrahamic religions and also a few other religions.
I am most willing to receive advice from multiple individuals so as to find a conclusion by the many opinions and consider many viewpoints.
The content is NSFW and I have many questions to ask concerning the laws of sexual conduct as exposed by both the Shammai and Hilel schools, as well as the Torah and Mishnah.
If possible, doing this by PM or DM would be best so as to avoid the obscene content to be exposed on this post.
I am in dire need of help. I am grasping at straws.
This has been plaguing my mind to the extent that I now have grown appallingly despondent of everything.
Thanks in advance.