I always feel sad and left out around Christmas time

I know this might seem like a really minor problem to post about especially considering the rampant anti-semitism recently which is a much more serious concern… but sometimes I really wish I celebrated Christmas and I’m wondering if anyone relates. I think part of it is that my family has never really done much for Chanukah. When I was a kid we’d light the candles and exchange small gifts. Once I hit 13 or so we stopped doing much of anything. My parents aren’t gift people. Last year when I was home during the holidays I don’t think we even lit the menorah once. Almost all of my friends are Christian and Christmas is like their favorite day of the year. It would be nice if I could celebrate the holidays with friends since my parents aren’t very festive but everyone goes home to celebrate with their families