I have been raised Christian, and my mother has raised me as a spiritual Christian, but I just kind of don’t… relate to it.
My grandfather is jewish and I have a large jewish heritage, but I also have a large german heritage, but I’m mostly Swedish. I don’t know if that’s relevant but Ja.
I’ve been researching a lot and I know I can’t do anything until I’m 18 but are there any things I can do to take the first steps of conversion on my own?
Sorry if this is messy, English isn’t my birth language and I can’t really write my feelings very welll.