help for hard times

I have begun reading the Torah for the past few months. I suffer from slot of mental health issues and am currently relapsed in my anorexia I feel very sad an disillusioned. Do you have any passages of solace to help me in this time? I was raised Catholic but always felt a big disconnect and resentment towards the church. It wasn’t until I began reading up on Judaism that I have finally felt like I’ve found somewhere where g_d feels safe and like home finally. But even tho my faith is stronger than it was I still struggle with shame and feeling like I don’t deserve a relationship with g_d