Does anyone have problems with intrusive thoughts about G-d?

I have these horrible thoughts lately against my will and I feel so terribly ashamed and guilty but the harder I try to suppress them the worse it gets. I tried ignoring them hoping it will go away on its own but I feel too guilty if one bad thought “escapes” and I feel the need to immediately apologise. I’m honestly so tired and scared I will get punished for them, PLEASE if you have any advice about this let me know.