I have just started my conversion to Judaism, and while I have been interested and independently studying for some time, I grew up in an area devoid of Judaism, as well as in a very strict christian (lutheran) church.
My current issue I face is internal, as I find myself feeling like a ‘poser’ (for lack of a better term). I want to explore daily practices and ritual, but I feel unclear as to where to start. I want to use these practices to strengthen my relationship to G-d and to the faith.
If feel comfortable giving advice on where to start, or discussing which rituals you feel are most important to your connection with the faith, I would be very appreciative.
Thank you very much for your time.