Any advice

Sorry for being awkward but I felt like I should ask if anyone has any insight about my specific situation.

I’ve always had an idea that I was fundamentally Jewish, and based on what my family have said I suspect that I have distant matrilineal descent but I haven’t been able to trace it if it’s there.

Judaism is the religion I believe in the most but I still believe bits of another popular religion beginning with a “C” and ending in anity.* *The more Jewish and less polytheistic bits I should add