Ever since I’ve discovered philosophy and starting studying on religion I’ve found myself to go through this cycle and it’s been happening for YEARS now. I will go through a time of pure nihilism then to more or less existentialism. Then after this time period I go back into religion and question my beliefs and het tempted to convert to a religion because I start to think it’s true. Honestly I just want to know what to do and I’m in a funk about it (another stage of the cycle). Right now im going to people of many different views to finally get better insight so I’m here.