Yeah so I’m obviously a goy, and I follow the noahide laws. I love Judaism and more importantly G-d. But I have this guilty issue. And I know for a male Jew, it’s one of the worst things you can do, but I can’t find much about how horrible this may or may not be for a goy. I’ve heard a lot of mixed answers from the very few answers I have heard. Can anyone help? I treat it as a horrible deed so I avoid it as much as I can but sometimes I screw up. And I feel like I’m forever screwed.